Kevin Rosas

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1. March 7, 2008

   my mind, my corazon

   for mydear carnalito, i try to maintain strong for you, just waching your pictures right now thinking that you change my life.i miss you every day more.the memories that i have will stay forever.im still here waiting here till my time comes,that god will give me permission for us to be still brothers for ever.thank you for everything from day one from being their for are family.for alot of love im a keep it to my soulto feel your love in side of me , see you when my time is up. ill keep a smile up for you, just the way you want me too. i love you, un abraso para siempre

   Anonymous

2. September 8, 2007

   Time flies like nothing… It’s been two years already and it feels like yesterday…

   Anonymous

3. July 31, 2007

   Happy late B-day

   I know I’m really late. But don’t think I forgot because I remembered. It just took me a while to write it. Happy B-day!!!:):):)

   Anonymous

4. July 23, 2007

   I know I’m a few days late, but Happy Birthday!!! Wherever you are!!!

   Anonymous

5. March 1, 2007

   !!!MISS U!!!

   MAN I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY,BUT TO TAKE CARE AND REMEMBER THAT I HAVE YOU IN MY HEART ALL THE TIME!!!MISS YOU!!!I WILL VISIT YOU SOON!!!MUCH LOVE TO YOU

   Anonymous

6. September 7, 2006

   It has been a year…I can’t believe it. It seems like yesterday…

   Anonymous

7. July 21, 2006

   Hugs & Kisses!!!

   I didn’t get a chance to say goodbye then, but today I get to say much more: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! May all my prayers reach you!!!

   Anonymous

8. July 21, 2006

   Happy B-Day

   Anonymous

9. June 16, 2006

   Even dough it has been a long time I haven’t visited you(too long)don’t think I have forgotton about you. It may seem like it but I haven’t. _______”Well all change, Well all age, What we know Will turn strange,We think well Stay the same,
   For always And ever And nothing
   And no one Is forever, Will never Forget you, As times change And times fade, And our past Turns estranged When lifes spent, And lonely Ill remember, Lets make it the times of our lives, Ill miss you Lets make this time worth our while, Ill miss you Never forget these times, Ill miss you, Youll stay young in my heart Always in my heart”__________

   Anonymous

10. June 2, 2006

    Time passes by really fast, next month is your b-day. I can’t believe it has passes without noticing I still feel like it was yesterday…

    Anonymous

11. April 28, 2006

    “Te extraño mas que nunca, y no se que hacer despierto y te recuerdo al amanecer me espera otro dia por vivir sin ti el espejo no miente, me veo tan diferente me haces falta tu. La gente pasa y pasa siempre tan igual
    el ritmo de la vida me parece mar,
    era tan diferente cuando estabas tu
    si que era diferente cuando estabas tu
    No hay nada mas dificil que vivir sin ti sufriendo en la espera de verte llegar el frio de mi cuerpo pregunta por ti, y no se donde estas
    si no te hubieras ido seria tan feliz.”

    "Until we meet again, meanwhile smile"

12. April 12, 2006

    hey

    Well im sorry i never wrote to you in here its that i just cant get itto my head that your gone. In my mind your still around, i even still expect you to come home still, i expect you to come to the house and go and play your games in the play station i still expet so many things to happen. But, its not going to any more ,and that just breaks every part of my heart.MAN while im even writing this its still dosent seem that im writig to you. There is still so much deniel in my heart. So many things has happend in my life since you been gone.And all of them i have needed you to be there.The only thing that keeps me going on is thinking that we are going to see each other soon. Every day that passes is a day closer to get to see you. I LOVE YOU

    Anonymous

13. March 30, 2006

    R.I.P

    

    Anonymous

14. March 28, 2006

    :)

    

    Anonymous

15. March 28, 2006

    Birthday party!!!

    
    Join me and my family and friends to celebrate my brothers birthday On SUNDAY! July 23, 2006

    Herving

16. March 28, 2006

    

    Anonymous

17. March 26, 2006

    HEY, IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME…I KNOW, BUT YOU UNDERSTAND.MAYBE OTHERS WILL THINK DIFFERENT BUT I DON’T NEED TO GO IN ORDER TO TALK OR REMEMBER YOU. I KNOW…BUT STILL I FEEL SOMETHING FOR NOT GOING. I DON’T WANT YOU TO THINK I FORGOT ABOUT YOU ‘CAUSE I HAVEN’T. YOU KNOW WHAT’S GOING ON.IS CRAZY I FEEL LIKE IF YOU ARE ALWAYS LISTENING TO ME WHEN I MOST NEED A FRIEND AND WHENEVER I DO/SAY THINGS I SHOULDN’T YOU APPEAR AND MAKE ME THINK. ITS HARD TO DO THE RIGHT THING. 3 MORE MONTHS AND YOUR B-DAY IS COMING…TIME GOES BY SO FAST…THEN SEP. I STILL DON’T BELIEVE IT. ——>>>UNTIL WE SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN MEAN WHILE SMILE<<-------

    Anonymous

18. March 2, 2006

    Thank you :)

    Lately I keep remembering the days when I had you by my side and I can’t help but think of what could of been. You were the only person that made me feel worth it and now I just have to remind myself that you’re not here to keep on doing it. I don’t know how to explain this feeling but all I can say is that I miss you and that deep down in my heart I still believe you’re not completely gone. Please forgive me

    Anonymous

19. March 1, 2006

    still lost for my brother

    THIS IS FOR ALL THE PEOPLE THAT WRITE TO MY BROTHER IF YOUR DREAMING ABOUT HIM SAVE YOUR DREAMS IN YOUR HEART BECAUSE HE IS STILL THERE WITH YOU AND ME AND MY DAD THANK YOU FROM OUR HEARTS WHAT CAN WE SAY ITS LIKE A SCARE THAT WERE ALWAYS GOING TO HAVE IT CAN NOT HEAL. IM THINKIN OF DOING A BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR MY BROTHER. I HOPE EVERYBODY CAN GO FAMILY, FRIENDS,ANYBODY THAT KNEW MY BROTHER MY BROTHERS DAY IS ON JULY 21st IT MAY BE A LONG WAY TO GO BUT I HOPE EVERYBODY CAN BE THERE.ILLALWAYS WILL BE POURING SOME HENNESSY FOR MY CARNAL,AND WILL BE BROTHERS FOR LIFE TILL LIFE AFTER DEAF ALWAYS BEEN AND ALWAYS WILL BE MY BROTER.ILL ALWAYS LOVE CARNAL

    HERVING

20. February 10, 2006

    HEY

    I BEEN THINKING ABOUT YOU LATELY. SORRY I HAVEN’T VISIT YOU LATELY….

    Anonymous

21. January 4, 2006

    Still Needing You

    Time on my handsSince you been away boy
    I ain’t got no plans
    No no no no
    And the sound of the rain
    Against my windowpane
    Is slowly, is slowly drivin’ me insane, boy
    I’m goin’ down
    I’m goin’ down
    Cause you ain’t around baby
    My whole world’s upside down
    Sleep don’t come easy
    Boy please believe me
    Since you been gone
    Everything’s goin’ wrong
    Why’d you have to say goodbye
    Look what you’ve done to me
    I can’t stop these tears from fallin’ from my eyes
    Ooh baby I’m goin’ down
    I’m goin’ down
    Cause you ain’t around baby
    My whole world’s upside down
    Oooh baby love
    goin’ down, goin’ down
    Mmm ooh I’m goin’ down
    Ooh I, I…
    Ooh, goin’ down
    Goin’ down
    Oh, I don’t know what to do
    If I ever lose you
    I’ll be goin’ down
    I said I’ll be goin’ down
    Oh, please forgive me baby
    I’m so sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
    What did I do wrong?
    I said, what did I do wrong?
    Please forgive me baby
    And come on home
    Goin’ down, goin’ down, goin’ down

    Anonymous

22. January 1, 2006

    HAPPY NEW YEAR...

    Anonymous

23. December 27, 2005

    I MISS YOU TODAY MORE THAN I DID YESTERDAY TOMORROW IS REALLY GOING TO BE ROUGH

    Anonymous

24. December 27, 2005

    I BEEN HERE FOR AN HOUR…THINKING

    Anonymous

25. December 26, 2005

    JUST PASSING BY...

    SO MANY THING I WANT TO TELL YOU….WELL FIRST OF ALL HAPPY LATE X-MASS…SOME WEEKS AGO I REALIZED I HAD TO LET YOU GO…IS CRAZY HOW…EVEN DOUGH…WELL YOU KNOW. DON’T THINK I DON’T CARE ‘CAUSE I DO BELIEVE ME. EVERY OPPORTUNITY I HAVE I WILL GO AND VISIT YOU/WRITE. SOMETIMES I WONDER IF YOU CAN REALLY HEAR ME…I TELL MYSELF YOU CAN BUT I WILL NEVER KNOW FOR SURE.I WANT TO THINK EVERY TIME I REMEMBER YOU IS BECAUSE YOU CAME TO VISIT ME…VERDAD….HAPPY NEW YR.(EALRY) I’M GOING TO CELEBRATE FOR BOTH OF US.——>>>UNTIL WE SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN MEAN WHILE SMILE<<-------

    Anonymous

26. December 25, 2005

    Still Remembering You!!!

    Wherever you are Kevin, Merry Christmas!!! My thoughts and heart will be with you during these holidays.

    Anonymous

27. December 17, 2005

    A PRAYER FOR YOU

    A ti, Señor, que eres el dueño de la vida humana, y quien dispone su término, te encomiendo a Kevin, cuya temprana muerte me aflige, para que su juventud vuelva a florecer junto a ti, en tu casa y para siempre. Por Cristo nuestro Señor.
    Amén.

    Anonymous

28. November 14, 2005

    THINKING OF YOU

    “i miss you, miss you so bad i dont forget you o its so sad i hope u can hear me i remember it clearly the day you slipped away was the day i found it wont be the same i didnt get around to kiss you goodbye on the hand i wish that i could see you again i know that i cant i hope u can hear me cause i remeber it clearly the day you slippped away was the day that i found it wont be the same ive had my wake up wont u wake up i keep askin why
    and i cant take it it wasnt fake it it happend u passed by now your gone now your gone there you go there you go somwhere i cant bring you back now your gone now your gone there you go there yOU go somewhere i cant bring you back
    the day you slippped away was the day that i found it wont be the same
    the day you slippped away was the day that i found it wont be the same
    i miss you” ….

    Anonymous

29. November 11, 2005

    RIP IN PEACE

    HEY KEVIN…I REALLY DON’T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE…I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS TOLD (I STILL REMEMBER WHAT I WAS DOING…), I WAS SURPRISED BECAUSE I NEVER THOUGHT THIS WOULD HAPPEN TO YOU…THAT YOU WOULD GO DOWN LIKE THAT. I WAS THERE IN YOUR FUNERAL AND EVERY TIME I SEE YOU INSIDE YOUR COFFIN I WOULD ASK MYSELF IF ITS FOR REAL. I CAN’T HELP BUT REMEMBER ALL THOSE TIMES WHEN I USED TO SEE YOU AROUND WITH A SMILE ON YOUR FACE…THAT’S WHAT I LIKE ABOUT YOU…YOU WERE ALWAYS SMILING. EVERY WEDNESDAY I CAN’T HELP TO BE SAD…I KNOW YOU ARE GONE BUT I STILL DON’T BELIEVE IT…TE ME ADELANTASTE KEVIN. BUT I KNOW YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE, WHERE YOU WILL NEVER GET LONELY,SAD,AND NO HARM CAN REACH YOU. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU AND EVERY CHANCE I CAN I WILL SIT NEXT TO YOUR GRAVE TO TALK TO YOU AND REMENBER MANY THINGS, TO TELL YOU WHAT’S NEW ECT…ANYWAY I TALK TO YOU EVERY DAY…SO YOU ARE NOT GETTING RID OF ME THAT EASY! I DON’T KNOW IF YOU WERE TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING BUT I FELT REALLY RELIEVE WHEN I DREAMED YOU. IS CRAZY, I AMAZE MYSELF HOW EVERYTIME I SEE A GUY THAT LOOKS LIKE YOU,WHEN I HEARD SHOTS,WHEN I PASS BY SAN MARINO/L.A. HIGH/BERENDO/WILSHIRE,WHEN HOLLOWEEN COMES,WHEN I HEARD SONGS,,,I REMEMBER. SAY HI TO MY FAM. ONE OF THESE DAYS WE WILL SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN AND WE’LL REMEMBER OLD MEMORIES AND MAKE NEW ONES. I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING OVER YOUR FAM. AND IF YOU CAN WATCH OVER ME TOO…
    PS. THANK YOU FOR THE FAVOR MAYBE IT WAS A COINCIDENCE BUT STILL THANK YOU ALSO FOR BEING NICE WITH ME.

    Anonymous

30. October 18, 2005

    For the only brother i had

    It hurts alot we suffer with our dad i got no words to put in this message so many things, but im still lost with youeveryday when i wake up in the morning it kills me every day i rased you i cover for you i washed your clothes i was ther more than my mom could ever do for us because she left us small i hugged you when you were small having you by my side but you know what it hurts when i turn trying to say something to you and your not there when im driving your not there when i come from the laundrary for you to help me out because im use to it butyour not there helping out with the market. going to the block we grow up
    in that little house on 46th st we got raised there and all those memories are stuck in that house i cry to much to look back i cannot look around because it hurts to recognize whos my little brother i feel like i got no soul in me because im really lost bro really lost because there is nobody in this world were the two brothers that shared the pain since small we shared tears, laughts,your the only one who knows my pain im ganna tell my daugther what a great tio she got and there is no more words left to explain because ever since that happend to you you told me in the cell phone you want to go to work and i told you you called them you told me you try but they ketp you on hold and i told you im ganna talk to them you said ok what ever then i told you alright then , then you say alright then im going to call them then you hang up then i was working i left out off work got in the freeway going back home getting close to home my cousin call me in the cell phone if i already got home i said no ill tell you later when you get home then my dad call me same thing i understand why they didnt wanted to tell me wail i was driving because i had my family on the car then my cousin told me you already got home but i said no im in 46th i was parking and she told me they shot you talkto your dad then she hang up then i called my dad i was hoping yopu was alive then my dad answer then i told my dad whats going on whit my brother then my dad told me they shot him i said dad please tell me his ok he said no they kill him herving what could i say what kind of fucken life is there for us because im still tramatize it hurts so fucken much every time i look at your pictures im not going to say no more see you and were still brothers flesh and blood and im still going to be tramatize with your love in my heart ill be next to be with you where ever you are always a corona for you and for me drink up the corona im drinkin now poor some first in the ground becauser ill be right ther were you at see you life after deaf still lost

    Herving Rosas

31. September 22, 2005

    !!! My Dear Bro!!!

    My Kevin was one of the nices person in this world. He would always smile and stay cuiet. He was the hansome one in all my block and untill then he will always be.He was also a working young man. He was my friend since chiledhood. He was like a brother to me. I never thought this was going to happen to him, but God choes him to go and take care of us his friends and family. We may have feelt realy sad at times,but kevin will always be in our HEARTS always and forever. “Kevin this is for you and remember that i want you to take care of your dad and brother remember those tears as a mesage to be with God and that, That ment that they will always remember you with proudness and respect. They your family will pray and make sure that you made it safe to heaven, because thats were you are in HEAVEN. Dont worry about us because we are fine just make your way their and when your thir, never forget all those happy moments we shared together when we were kids,”Remember”, my first little kiss a will remember those times and cherish them through my life. Well Kevin I’ll see you some day in heaven and when it’s my time we’ll remember together again ok, see you someday. Love,Cindy.A.

    Cindy

32. September 21, 2005

    Thinking About You

    Well what can I say now…only that I’m really sorry that you never got to forgive me for what happened between us. But trust me, I soon realized that I had fucked up and that I shouldn’t have ended our relationship without being sure of how I really felt first. Because to be honest, I cared for you sincerely at that time only that I was too scared to be with you without knowing where things would lead to. But it’s too late for that cause even then my regrets weren’t enough to mend that mistake and get you back.
    All I want you to know now is that the many times in LA High when I went up to you and the time when I called you to the valley, I wanted to go back to you and explain everything that I had left unexplained then. But don’t worry I understand why you acted with me in the way that you did because if I would of been in your position I would of probably done the same. That’s why I’m happy that you moved on, because you deserved that and much more. You needed someone by your side that wouldn’t be scared of taking blind-folded risks and that appreciated the sweetheart of a person you were because despite of what anyone says now, that’s the Kevin I knew and met. Unfortunately for me, that person that you needed just wasn’t me anymore.
    So now, all I ask from you is to do me one last favor and keep in mind that regarless of anything that you said and did to me, I will always have a place for you in my heart and mind. I will always treasure the moments that we spent together specially the one where we were almost about to get runned over because your silly behind wanted a kiss 🙂 Remember??? Those moments were and will remain one and only to me. Hopefully they will remain the same for you.
    Take care Kevin and whereever you are remember to keep smiling ’cause that’s something I’ll never forget.XOXO
    P.S. I’ll visit you soon to talk to you and take you some flowers

    Yuliana