Karen Vargas

Messages

1. October 8, 2024

   I love you

   Hi momma….. nothing has changed how much I miss you and your love… I miss everything about having your love in my life…. I miss being able to call you, I hate that you don’t know anything about my life… it’s hard, it’s lonely, no one knows me…. Momma … I wish to God I could feel the love you had for me even just for one more second in my life. I’m lost without you and it’s been so long and I still can’t find peace

   Rachel

2. May 14, 2023

   God I miss you

   Happy Mother’s Day momma…. Only God can endure and comprehend the sorrow within me missing you…. You were the best mom there could ever be and I know you did beyond your best with what you had…. My heart will NEVER stop aching in a way that is inexplicable ….. I love you eternally.. I pray to God you and dad are together…. With grandma and grandpa….. I miss you all…. There is a death inside me that will only be revived the day I can hold you all again. I love you beyond my own comprehension….

   Rachel Vargas

3. February 16, 2023

   I miss you

   Hi momma…
   I miss you so much… life isn’t anything like I thought it would be… not having a mom sucks … now grandma is there grandpa is there dad is there … and we are stuck here without any of you… I need you momma I need you now more than ever… everything is a mess, I’m a mess… I miss you I love you always

   Me

4. September 13, 2021

   Your daughter

   I love you so much momma …. Happy birthday… a day, a minut doesn’t go by without me thinking of you…. Your daddy should be there with you now… maybe he has daddy driving him to the track…. I love you forever and ever and miss the love I got from you like no other pain on earth…. I wish you were here so much for so many things …. I wasn’t sure I was gonna outlive you but here I am … about to turn 44… you would have been 61 today …. God my heart and soul aches for you I love you forever and no one will ever know how much pain I carry not having you with me I love you momma happy birthday

   Rachel Vargas

5. November 13, 2020

   Sister

   Miss you all holidays wish you were here Friends miss you too We all love you so much.

   Deborah Ochoa

6. July 25, 2020

   Hi momma
   I had to write you I miss you so much. It sucks I feel so many things I’m going to be the same age you were when you died this year it is messing with me so much and no one in my life understands or really cares about the crap I cry about but it’s mostly always about you or dad I miss you so much it never stops it hurts my soul it burns my heart and God as my witness I will love
   And ache for you forever and ever There’s so many things I want to say that I just can’t because it hurts even to think about or type I love you so much Not one day passing will ever make it any easier I love you so much so much my kids don’t even like me it kills me I am so sorry for ever making you feel like I didn’t love or care about you cause oh my god your my spirit my soul my everything I love you I’m sorry

   Your daughter

7. February 21, 2020

   Your sister deb

   Miss you everyday wished you were here .

   Deborah D Ochoa

8. February 21, 2020

   1958

   Love you sissy ive prayed about you and forever will miss you

   Deborah D Ochoa

9. July 19, 2019

   Your daughter

   God momma, everyday I seem to kiss you more than the day before… I’m at a place in my life I need you so badly …. I need you here if only to say how sorry I am for ever being bad to you…I know I broke your heart a couple times and I just don’t know how you were able to handle it…. you had a strength I wish I had and I’m so sorry for how sensitive you were and how insensitive I was about it…. I wish I would have been so much better to you and I wish I could just hug you and say thank you for being you … I’m not the mother you were, the wife you were, the daughter you were or even the sister you were…. I wish I could be even half of who you were… I’m in awe of you more and more everyday momma and I love and need you so much… it’s hell without having you here…. I’m so empty inside and need your love so badly…. I wish I could hear your voice or talk to you one more time…. just to feel you for one second would make my lifetime…. the tears I cry literally everyday are reminders every day of how sorry and regretful I am for so many things. I love you momma you were perfect, I wish I could be more like you. I miss you. No one needed you more than me …. no one ever will… I’ll long for you me love always …..
   Me

   Me

10. April 24, 2019

    Your still the best mom I’ve ever seen

    I miss you momma … my heart is so empty without your love … I love you I’m so sorry for ever making you feel anything less than the best mom in the world I miss you

    Me

11. December 10, 2015

    :(

    I miss your love for me everyday…..I struggle so much momma…I miss you so much, I barely remember a time when I was able to pick up the phone and call you…i know that there’s no one on this earth who can ever love me like you did. I am in such torment inside when it comes to you and how I last saw you, it haunts me and I know you wouldn’t want it to, but I can’t help it. I love you so much I will never ever stop missing you momma. I will never ever stop aching for your love…I miss it so much.. There’s so many things I wish I could get off my chest to you, I wish I had you to talk to right now when things are so hard. Where are you? Why won’t you give me some kind of sign that your still with me? I need you momma…..

    Your daughter

12. December 10, 2015

    :(

    I miss your love for me everyday…..I struggle so much momma…I miss you so much, I barely remember a time when I was able to pick up the phone and call you…i know that there’s no one on this earth who can ever love me like you did. I am in such torment inside when it comes to you and how I last saw you, it haunts me and I know you wouldn’t want it to, but I can’t help it. I love you so much I will never ever stop missing you momma. I will never ever stop aching for your love…I miss it so much.. There’s so many things I wish I could get off my chest to you, I wish I had you to talk to right now when things are so hard. Where are you? Why won’t you give me some kind of sign that your still with me? I need you momma…..

    Your daughter

13. December 10, 2015

    :(

    I miss your love for me everyday…..I struggle so much momma…I miss you so much, I barely remember a time when I was able to pick up the phone and call you…i know that there’s no one on this earth who can ever love me like you did. I am in such torment inside when it comes to you and how I last saw you, it haunts me and I know you wouldn’t want it to, but I can’t help it. I love you so much I will never ever stop missing you momma. I will never ever stop aching for your love…I miss it so much.. There’s so many things I wish I could get off my chest to you, I wish I had you to talk to right now when things are so hard. Where are you? Why won’t you give me some kind of sign that your still with me? I need you momma…..

    Your daughter

14. May 31, 2014

    felling retarded.sorry tookup all that space

    Awww.I no ur up there laffing because I left the same message FOUR times.well u no I’m getting old I’m repeating my self.lol.I’ll blame it on old age.like I said I’ll be back.miss u more everyday.xoxo

    debbyann

15. May 31, 2014

    ur always with me

    Glad I found u even tho ur always around.always with me and juan. Chris and karen -juan and debby u never heard one without the other.but before that it was me and u and rick and deb.we were family.always will beI’ll write u again.miss you tomuchie xoxo

    debbyann

16. May 31, 2014

    ur always with me

    Glad I found u even tho ur always around.always with me and juan. Chris and karen -juan and debby u never heard one without the other.but before that it was me and u and rick and deb.we were family.always will beI’ll write u again.miss you tomuchie xoxo

    debbyann

17. May 31, 2014

    ur always with me

    Glad I found u even tho ur always around.always with me and juan. Chris and karen -juan and debby u never heard one without the other.but before that it was me and u and rick and deb.we were family.always will beI’ll write u again.miss you tomuchie xoxo

    debbyann

18. May 31, 2014

    ur always with me

    Glad I found u even tho ur always around.always with me and juan. Chris and karen -juan and debby u never heard one without the other.but before that it was me and u and rick and deb.we were family.always will beI’ll write u again.miss you tomuchie xoxo

    debbyann

19. May 20, 2014

    ur always with me

    I’m so glad I found u.miss u tomuchie.be back soon.xoxoxop

    debbyann

20. December 12, 2013

    I miss you everyday!

    Hi mommy,yesterday was the day I had found you..it’s still so hard. When the day comes every year I dread it. It brings to mind the horrible memories of that day. I miss talking to you. I wish you were here to see the kids. I wish I could hear your voice…I wish I had all them home movies we had, oh man if I could just see one of them. See you, hear you, show the kids…my heart aches for you. I dont know if I will ever get past losing you, or finding you. It was the worst day of my life. Everyday without you I am missing something..there is an emptiness that I cant ever fill…I miss you and dad so much. I love you, momma. I miss you with a pain that doesn’t halter. I hope to see you in my dreams.I wish you would talk to me. I wish so many things. I love you.

    Your daughter who misses you!

21. October 8, 2013

    :(

    hey momma, tomorrow is dad’s birthday…I miss you guys so much. You both left me, I miss you so muc. I miss being able to call someone mom…I get so mad at dad, I was so sure he was going to out live us all but he missed you so much….I get so mad momma…sometimes it all gets to me so much, I try to be half as good a mom as you were and there is no way…there is no way I can even be a tenth of what you were, I dont know why you guys left me alone, but I have felt alone and have been alone since you left me. Sometimes I wonder if you could have stayed would you have? I wonder about your last moments, did you fight? You should have fought, I wasnt ready to be without you,I get so mad at dad for leaving me. He was suppose to stick around to be here for me, I know it all sounds so selfish, but he should have stayed with me, to fill the void you left in my soul, but you guys just ditched me, momma, you guys just took off and never came back. I need you guys. I need you and your not here. And I dont know or understand why. My heart is dead and broken, black with disease, I could never be the light you were, I could never live up to what you were,I miss you mmomma, I love you so much and please know that to this day I am in so much pain from the hole that you guys left when you left me. I will never stop aching for you, I will never stop aching for dad, I miss having parents, I know Im grown, but I still needed you guys and I will til the day I take my last breath…sometimes I want to just run to you, eat cream cheese and Doritos with you and dad make his guacamole, eat black olives and watch a movie at 1am…you and him were the brightest part of my being and now I am just black, dark and wilted…I love you. I miss you every second of every day and even though the years pass it doesnt get better, it gets worse, cause more and more I realize what I lost. visit me in my dreams tonight, please momma, you guys come and say your stillwith me. I need it now more than ever. I love you.

    me

22. April 5, 2012

    missing you so much right now

    I miss you momma…there isnt a person in this world who can or will ever love me like you did…..losing you meant I lost the most love anyone would ever have for me…..I love you momma…….

    me

23. October 30, 2011

    MISS YOU!

    Karen, just wanted you to know that I miss you with all of my heart. Mom and Dad are not the same. They miss you so much. Your pictures are so beautiful! I miss you so much!

    Wendy Rasnick

24. September 2, 2007

    I love thinking that you and dad are together,watching Karen and Daniel, seeing HOW much she cries for dad,God it kills me, her pain is just being shown and she is finally getting that her grandpa aint coming back and when she sees pictures of you momma do you see how she kisses you and tells you her dreams?Oh momma I ache so bad inside knowing the love shes being deprived of that you would have soaked her in,I cant give her all that you would have …it would have been sooo much…she begs me to tell God (often she just does it herself)to either let you and her grandpa come back or hurry up and let her grow up so she can go to heaven because she dnnt like that she cant see you….I miss you GOD I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH

    Anonymous

25. May 28, 2007

    aunty karen sorry its taken me soo long..i love you and always keep you in my prayers.i miss you!!love bud

    bud

26. April 30, 2007

    We all miss you!

    Dear Karen,Just wanted to let you know that I miss you; everybody misses you! I just read Debbie’s last message to you. It was beautiful.
    Love,
    You lil Sis, Wendy

    Wendy

27. January 12, 2007

    KAREN

    DEAR GOD OUR HEAVENLY FATHER PLEASE HEAR MY PRAYER,I KNOW YOU KNOW HOW KAREN IS SO DEEPLY MISSED BY ALL OF HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS. WE ALL WILL KEEP OUR FAITH AND STRENGHT TO KNOW THAT SOMEDAY WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER.IN THE BEAUTIFUL KINGDOM OF GOD. I DO BELIEVE DEAR GOD KAREN HAS BEEN A FAITHFUL SERVANT, YOU HEAR MY PRAYERS DEAR GOD PLEASE GIVE THIS MESSGE TO MY LITTLE SISTER KAREN TELL HER ILVE HER AND I PROMISE TO SERVE THE LORD AND I KNOW MY SISTER HAD YOU LORD SET IN HER HEART FOREVER. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN.

    DEBORAH

28. December 25, 2006

    I cant look at your pictures or think about you too much, when I do think of you its briefly and in a passing thought.Its been 3 years momma,and I still refuse to accept your gone.I wont think that you never got to hold the one thing you really wanted…little Karen..she’s so beautiful.I cant think about you momma, and I am sorry for that but it would hurt too much,and I dont think I could take it so I DONT THINK ABOUT YOU AND I DONT LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES and its 3 years later and Im dying inside.I love you too much to think about it,God this is nuts I got to stop writing.I love you.

    Your daughter

29. May 16, 2005

    Just thinking of you

    Just thinking of you day and night, wishing you were here with us. We miss you so much!Love,
    Beanie

    Wendy

30. April 3, 2005

    Just wanted to let you know that ….I miss and love you very much!!!sorry its taken me soo long to write but this somehow doesnt seem real to me.time keeps going bye yet sometimes stands still,wasnt it just yesterday we were at christals sitting outside me,you,mom and uncle chris laughing and having a good time,talking about rachel having a baby girl(you called it)karen jr.. she looks just like you!never will you leave our hearts or our memory ;because face it you were the only one in the family who knew how to make everyone laugh and have a good time,always brought sunshine out in anyone who passed your way..the holidays are the hardest yet we always manage to spend hours talking about the goodold times with aunty karen and all the funny things you used to do or make us kids do to uncle chris..I miss you!!!ALL my love christy

    Anonymous

31. September 13, 2004

    I miss you so much!

    Karen,Happy Birthday, Beautiful! I have missed you so much. I think of you every day, and I wish you were here. I need you so much! I still can’t believe that you are gone. I know we had hard times in our relationship, but you were the sweetest sister in the world. I remember the times when I was a teenager, and you taught me all about being a woman. You made everything so fun! I miss those days. I just want you to know how special and dear you are in my heart. You will always live on in my heart, and I can’t wait to someday squeeze you tight and tell you how much I regret us not spending more time together. I guess we tend to take those around us for granted, and then when they are gone, you realize just how special they are to you. I wish I could wish you a Happy Birthday in person, but I guess this is the closest I can come. I love you, Sis. Please know in your heart that I love you so!!!!!!
    Wendy

    Wendy your sister

32. March 10, 2004

    loving sister

    i will always miss you and love you everyday of my entire life no one knows our feelings we had for each other I Will always be your big sister

    DEBORAH

33. January 12, 2004

    I can't get you out of my mind

    I just wanted you to know that, while I sit here and try to get back to life as it once was, I realize that it will be totally impossible for me. Life will never be the same. I am so sad, Karen. It hurts so much every day. I love you so much, Sis. Wendy

    Wendy

34. January 4, 2004

    Congratulations, Grandma!!!!!!!

    Karen, Rachel had a beautiful baby girl today! She named her Karen Jean after you. She weighs 6 pounds 8 ounces and is 19 1/2 inches long. Everyone at the hospital kept saying how the baby looks so much like you. I wish you were here with us. We love you, Sis. Wendy

    Wendy

35. January 1, 2004

    Hello, Sis. Today is New Years’, and I just wanted to let you know that we love and miss you with all of our hearts.

    Wendy

36. December 29, 2003

    beautiful lady

    Karen my beautiful friend, I thought about you all day on christmas. I have your picture on my wall. I remember all the beautiful past holidays where everyone shared time together and you were always there to brighten up the room like a star.I miss you girl, I will se you again some day, save me a place in heaven. Love Diana

    diana carrigg

37. December 26, 2003

    I am missing you so much!

    Karen, I have been sitting here looking at your beautiful pictures. You truly are Mom and Dad’s best-looking brat! I always wanted to grow up and look just like you. Thank, God, I did! Ha! Ha!
    Karen, Christmas felt so empty without you. It will never be the same. I will never forget how absolutely stunning you always looked and how much fun you made every party!
    I know that you are safe now and that nothing can ever harm you again, but I still have this selfish need to have you here with us again! I wanted so much more of you! I think everybody did. We just weren’t ready to let you go. Mom and Dad will never be the same. They are hurting so much. Karen, I am so sorry for everything you have been through. I love you, and I hope you know that. I hope you know in your heart that there is nothing I wouldn’t do for you. Even though you are gone from this world, you will never leave my heart. I will always have the memories of having an absolutely beautiful sister, and the only thing that keeps me going is knowing that some day I will see that beautiful face once again. Good-bye for now, Sis. I love you so much!
    Wendy

    Wendy

38. December 24, 2003

    OH KAREN ITS BEEN ONLY A COUPLE OF HOURS AND I STILL CAN’T STOP CRYING I LOVE YOU I WILL NEVER FORGET YOUR SMILE YOU ARE THE BEST MOTHER AND ALWAYS WILL BE FOREVER I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO

    FRANCES ANN

39. December 24, 2003

    My Friend

    To my dearest friend. You will always be in my heart. I love you and always have and always will. God needed to take you away, he need a special angel in heaven. love Diana

    Diana Carrigg

40. December 24, 2003

    I love you, and I miss you so much!

    Wendy