Carmelito Espinoza

Messages

1. March 23, 2005

   easter

   dad it is gonna be easter on sunday march 27,2005 i can not believe you have been gonne for 1 yr and almost 8 months i always think you are on vacation and will come home one day i know that will never happen but i guess it helps me to think that way so it is less painful cause dad it is so hard not to have you around i personally miss you alot but i know that god needed you with him to help him fix his car cause you loved to do machanic work all the time marty no longer lives here he moved away with his family oscar moved to arizona to only letty and i live here aroung mom coca had a party 2 weeks ago it was nice but i know deep down we all missesd you alot letty is still the same in here own world marisol still comes down but not like before dad i am sick and i know i am gonna go see you soon it hurts me to tell you that cause i know you would be very hurt dad but i have to let you know i know that marisol will stay behind but right know i do not want to think of that nene and melly say hi and of course coca rudy is fine i talked to him about a week ago robert i dont know cause no one calls me but janie la hija de mi tia veva i know that your brother jose left and he is with you know say hi to my little brother oscar the one that is with you to hippie el de mi tia to my tio jose and to my grandma and my to grandpapas to everyone that we know that is related okay well dad i love you very very much and i miss you alot well i will let you go for know okay love you write back to me or come in my dream and let me know you read this letter okay adios papa i will take you some flowers on sunday i know you like when we take you flowers well love papa cuidate mucho tu hija siempre tere y tus nietos nene melly y coca adios papa cuida nos siempre okay no nos dejes solas por favor me siento muy mal de que nadien de los muchachos vivean aqui para cuidare a mi mama y a mi y letty pero ni modo asi es la vida bueno adios papa te amo mucho tere

   tere

2. April 13, 2004

   dad

   te quiero mucho papa te extrano mucho y me haces mucha falta demasaido nunca voy a poder entender porque te recojio dios pero se que estas en un lugar mucho mas mejor y que siempre me estas cuidando te extrano mucho me recuerdo que es abril y te ustava mucho la sandia pero dios sabe porque te recojio te amo mucho y siempre estas en mi mente gracias por todo que me diestes y mas por el amor que le tienes a mi muneca la coca te extrana mucho y tambien mis otros poyos nene y melly y balta adios padre no me dejes de cuidarare te amo siempre tere

   tere

3. September 4, 2003

   dad

   dad i love you and miss you very very much it was your birthday yesterday i did not take you flowers cause they trow them away every 1 friday of the month but i will take you flowers on saturday i when to see you me and your favorite granddaughter marisol you know dad that we miss you very very much mom misses you to i will never understand why dad you had to leave but i guess god needed you cause he new that you were special life will never be the same agin te quiero mucho apa te extrano mucho y me haces mucha falta tu hija y tu nieta tere y marisol we sen alot of huggs and kisses apa ya bien por ramona que te extrana muncho mejor llevatela para que esten juntos como siempre estubieron adios

   tere