Christopher Joseph M Morrow

Messages

1. December 5, 2023

   :<

   your mom died yesterday. I just talked to her a few days ago and I was so happy to hear her voice because she’s been sick awhile now. every year I would text her or call her on your birthday or share my memories of you with her. she never stopped being my mom, when we’d talk, she was so supportive and happy to hear from me, I think she tried even harder, like it was for both of us. it’s hard to believe it’s been this long and time is just going to keep passing.

   I wish I could hug you. losing her is like losing you again too. I hope you find each other and I found out late but if Kathie is there too… say ‘hi’ for me and give them both big hugs. I wish we had more time together than we did. I love you all. <3

   leese

2. June 5, 2022

   miss you so much!

   hitting hard today cuz life’s a mess. I miss my brother so much! I wish I could just talk to you and tell you everything that’s going on and everything you’ve missed. 17 years! I feel so old now, I can’t believe I was 21 when I last heard your voice. I kept your number in my phone, wish you’d pick up if I called. I don’t think I’ll ever stop missing you. sometimes I feel like my life just stopped that day and I started a new life living as someone else. everything I knew myself and my life to be changed forever that day… I might be going through another huge change where I’m gonna become someone else again and all I can think is how much I miss my little brother and wish I could go back to having my family all together and back to being the me that I was when I was your big sister. I miss talking about stuff like ice skating and dbz and video games with you. I wish I could show you ff7 remake and advent children! I wish you could meet my kids, they’re teenagers now! I love you and I miss you, wish you were here every day still <3

   leese

3. May 23, 2018

   13 years

   Oh, CJ I can’t believe that it’s been 13 years. It feels like yesterday and I still feel a sense of disbelief that you didn’t get to live your life like you were suppose to. No matter how much time goes by I still miss you and love you so much

   Rufus Mom

4. August 12, 2015

   I'll always remember

   I’m not really sure what to say…. I guess what I really want to say is, I miss you. I know we didn’t spend that much time together, I know we kind of drifted apart after a while. I remember getting your phone call, and thinks to myself “I’ll call him back after work” and I just forgot. I think a coue weeks went by and I was about to call you back, but Alli left me a message. When she told me what happened, I remember just feeling numb. My brain couldn’t compute the information I was getting. I hung up the phone and looked up into the sky. It was a beautiful pink and orange. The sun had just set. I remember going back to work after the phone call. I was cashiering and after helping about two customers, it just hit me like a wave. I couldn’t hold it in and I just broke down. Everyday, I wish I hadn’t been so careless, I wish I had just called you back. I wish I could’ve told you how great of a friend you, even to his day I don’t think I’ve EVER come across anyone as selfless, kind, and loving as you were. You ARE an amazing person Cj, you are always in my mind. There are times when I say a little prayer or ask you for advice in hopes that maybe you’ll respond. I hope that where ever you are, one day I’ll meet you there. I’ll get to tell you all of this face to face. I just wanted you to know that you’re always in my heart. See ya ’round

   Steph

5. February 6, 2014

   Late Happy Birthday

   I’m sorry tobe solate. We have been having terrible weather and I couldn’t log on. I’m not sure why but it’s been really hard this year. I miss you so much! I know I’ll see you again but it drags sometime. I love you and know you are in a good place.

   rufusmom

6. June 2, 2013

   8 yrs

   8 yrs! I still have trouble with the fact that you’re gone let alone that much time has gone by. i’m always thinking of you and still miss you all the time. I love you Pumkin!

   rufusmom

7. February 7, 2012

   Just thinking of you

   Hey Pumkin, I was just thinking of you and thought I’d leave a little msg. Daisy had puppies, 4 of them! You’d crack up if you saw them. They’re so small compared to Foster’s. I miss you so much theres not a day that goes by without a little memory of you.

   rufus.mom@hotmail.com

8. January 20, 2012

   Happy Birthday

   Happy Birthday, Pumkin!! I can’t believe another year has gone by. It still feels like just yesterday we celebrated your 1st and now you would have been 26! I still miss you and wanted to let you know there isn’t a day that goes by without thinking of you. I love you.

   rufusmom

9. March 11, 2011

   CJ

   Hi. I just got some news about Rufus that wasn’t so good. If I can’t find a way to replace both hips with new ones for him I’m afraid he’ll be joining you. I hope that you will love him as much as I do. He’s a bit like Foster very lovable and big! He weighs 102 pounds! I miss you and find it comforting to be able to “talk” with you this way. It somehow makes you closer. I love you.

   rufus.mom@hotmail.com

10. January 25, 2011

    CJ

    I couldn’t get the computer to work on your B-Day so this is a little late. I can’t believe you would have been 25 this year. The time seems to fly past with some things and to drag with others. No matter what though the one constant is that I miss you and love you. I know you’re in a good place, but I can’t help wishing you were here. Happy Birthday C.J. I love and miss you.

    rufus mom

11. December 18, 2010

    C.J.

    It’s a week B/4 Xmas & I was going through all of the pics. I found a lot of the Xmas ones with you you, the pups and Foster. I started laughing remembering when Freebie had them and the night that Chris had hers under the porch. You were trying so hard to get them out of that small space under there, but there wasn’t much room for you and a 200 lb dog! I’m glad the memories are easier & more of the joyful times then that dark day when I knew you were gone. I love you and Merry Christmas!

    Rufus Mom

12. October 20, 2010

    CJ

    There isnt a day that goes by that i dont think of you. My baby boy keeps you alive in my heart. I named him after you, his name is Christopher Joel (CJ)i just want you to know that you will never be forgotten. I love you. I replay memories we shared together. Like our first kiss and the long walks home holding hands. i wish you werent gone.:'( but know i love you and miss you dearly.

    Norma

13. July 3, 2010

    C.J.

    Five years have passed but the memories have never been clearer. I can still hear the laughs, the jokes, and your music echoing in my memories of you. What everyone has posted over the years shows me that the good times shared with your friends at Fax was but a fleeting glimpse of what you meant to everyone you came across. I pray that all of us who were blessed to have met you never forget the great times shared, even the hardships, and everything in between. Time continues to pass but your memory will always be cherished C.J.! I vow to honor your life wherever I go dear friend! May God bless you always and blessings to the Morrow family. -E

    Anonymous

14. June 1, 2010

    5 Years

    I can’t believe that 5 years have gone by. It still seems like yesterday. I still see & hear you in my dreams, and that is comforting. I haven’t forgotten anything about you & I had been afraid I would. I love you & miss you. Take care.

    Anonymous

15. January 26, 2010

    Missing you

    I still can’t believe you’re gone. It’s been almost 5 years and it still mfeels like yesterday. Your birthday was just a few days ago till remmber the day you were born, the wonder and awe that you were so perfect Even then you loved music! C.J. I love you and miss your laughter and fun that you gave my life. It’s taken years to come out of that gray fog of numbness and empty feelings. Even now I still slip back, but it’s getting easier to remmber the good times and there are days when I hear your laughter over things I know you would have found funny. Sleep well and know I love you. I’ll see you again.

    Mom

16. January 20, 2008

    i miss you…

    norma

17. October 15, 2007

    missing you

    The flowers cut and brought insideBlack cars in a single line
    Your family in suits and ties
    And you’re free
    The ache I feel inside
    Is where the life has left your eyes
    I’m alone for our last goodbye
    But you’re free
    I remember you like yesterday
    Yesterday
    I still can’t believe you’re gone
    Oh I remember you like yesterday
    Yesterday
    And until I’m with you, I carry on
    Adrift on your ocean floor
    I feel weightless numb and sore
    A part of you and me is torn
    You’re free
    I woke from a dream last night
    I dreamt that you were by my side
    Reminding me I still had life
    In me
    And until I’m with you, I carry on
    I’ll carry on, I’ll carry on
    Every lament is a love song
    Yesterday, yesterday
    I still can’t believe you’re gone
    Every lament is a love song
    Yesterday, yesterday
    So long my friend, so long
    -switchfoot-

    normma

18. October 12, 2007

    I wanna be with you… come back please

    norma

19. September 4, 2007

    i still doesnt seem real

    Chris, you meant so much to me and i really hope that you knew that. i have a picture of you that i keep in my room and every time i see it, tears form in my eyes. i hope you know that i love you. and that i always did. we had some of the best memories together… that was a summer i am never going to forget. I love you and miss you and i know i will see you again someday.

    abby

20. July 29, 2007

    I MISS YOU

    ” ILL MISS YOUR LAUGH YOUR SMILE”I LOVE YOU. I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. I WONT FORGET YOU. PLESE WAIT FOR ME.

    NORMA

21. April 27, 2007

    You won't be coming back

    cj… i still love you… and i still dont know why you left me. you said youd always be there for me. and i still pretend like its all a lie that youre gone. i wish your uncle would call me. and if he reads this well i hope he does ill leave my num.310 623 2050 just in case. and i keep looking at your pics and i try to replay every moment we ever spent… like when we first met, and when you would walk me home, and when you came over cause my mom loved having you around. i hate thanksgiving now because youre not around. i miss you so much.
    “I’m just so tired
    Won’t you sing me to sleep
    And fly through my dreams
    So I can hitch a ride with you tonight
    And get away from this place
    Have a new name and face
    I just ain’t the same without you in my life
    Late night drives, all alone in my car
    I can’t help but start
    Singing lines from all our favorite songs
    And melodies in the air
    Singin’ life just ain’t fair
    Sometimes I still just can’t believe you’re gone
    And I’m sure the view from heaven
    Beats the hell out of mine here
    And if we all believe in heaven,
    Maybe we’ll make it through one more year
    Down here
    Feel your fire,
    When its cold in my heart
    And things sorta start
    Remindin’ me of my last night with you
    I only need one more day
    Just one more chance to say
    I wish that I had gone up with you too
    You won’t be coming back
    And I didn’t get to say goodbye (goodbye)
    I really wish I got to say gooooodbye”
    I LOVE YOU.

    Norma

22. September 9, 2006

    I miss you

    I woke up the other day from another dream and heard your laugh echoing in my head. This last year has been in a fog and very hard without you. I miss you so much, have so many things to tell you and don’t know where to begin. I’m glad to have the dreams now instead of nightmares because now I can still here your laughter and even though when I wake it makes it that much harder to know your gone at least I still have the echo of your joy in life. I miss you and love you.

    Sam

23. August 23, 2006

    i dunno cj, i lost my cousin a week ago and i thought wow, i sure hope theyre hanging out, thats what i tend to say when people pass away, i sure hope they meet eachother up there cause i know they’d hit it off. He was awesome, your awesome, you guys better be rocking out up there. The first thing i think of when you come up in a conversation is how youd always ask me “so how life” and i would always answer the usual “crappy” and you knew thats the answer id always give and youd ask anyway, and youd always say “thats nice” then we’d laugh at how stupid we sounded, i dunno cj, i just… i dunno, things are just crazy right now and i figured id write to you cause i never have. we miss you cj!

    ana

24. July 19, 2005

    I know you are still with us here and you know how much we miss you. It is very difficult for us without your smiling face but we push on. I do wish you were here right now for a lot of different reasons. Love you

    mom #2

25. July 8, 2005

    last words you said to me

    Hey chris. i cant get over you passing away. i will always miss you no matter what. You where a great guy. I remember the last thing you said to me was “Dont make me kick you ass!” i said, I want to see you try. Then i walked of & you past on to a better place 8 hours later. Well,I just wanted to let you know that you could have kicked my ass. Just like you alway kicked my ass at arm wrestling.R.I.P. Chris LOVE EG

    EG

26. June 16, 2005

    For my white guy

    Umm…cj i miss you so so much. Honey i promise i will keep you in my mind all the time. I hold the many memories we shared sacred as so did you when we were toghether. Im not letting go. I sing our song all the time and shed all the tears for you because i still cant believe youre not around anymoe. I had a dream with you the other night…if only it would be a reality. Babe…I Love you.

    Norma

27. June 15, 2005

    hey

    i miss u cj, i know we wasnt the bestest of friends but i consider u as a friend and u was always there and ur a great person, ill miss u and u will always be in my heart:) things will never be the same without u, the last time i seen u was 2 years ago at prom,:( i miss u and love u,

    Samantha

28. June 15, 2005

    CJ, It was so great knowing you. You were the type of person anyone would be happy to know. We became like best friends before you left for California, and I will always remember those memories we made, and all the long talks we had, and the many laughs we shared. Looks like you had many friends no matter where you went, and I wish I could be in California to say my goodbyes.. GoodBye CJ, I love you.

    Michelle White

29. June 13, 2005

    I don’t want to say goodbye. Your time here was too short. You had just begun your life as an adult and were heading in the right direction. I know you were happy and I know you were loved. I will grieve and I know you are safe and loved in Heaven. I will dearly miss you. You were my baby too and never forget that I loved you.

    Mom #2